4AM Mind

Its January 2nd of 2015, most people had their first selfie and photos shared on facebook with a caption 'positive vibe for 2015'. People have that usual rush of good expectation. They say 2015 would their year and this is the first blank page of 365 book page of their blah blah blah.. Nonsense, its always fairy tale to think of the future.

I dont hate the world by saying that, but I want to let people realize everything you've done last 2014 is connected today. You grew up today because you've learn a lot yesterday. Its not that last year has been erased and that you can clean up everything. If you have been  pregnant last year you need to realize what would be next to this chapter.

More babies to come each year? 

Be more responsible now that its 2015. 

I cannot give advice on each of your lives. You need to figure it out.

We have this usual cycle.. Go to school, make a good grades, go to college afterwhich find a decent job create your own family.. More happy memories then die. Not a blissful ending but its the usual life cycle. I dont say this because its a pattern. I'm saying we could change  it the way we wanted. Just like a new resto called create your own pizza. (Wait just to let you know, I am not endorsing or anything).

Most of my generation are on their early stage of 20's. Its on a stage of experiment, most college friends try to brag their office, the benefits theyre in to, the first pay check, their newly furnish house etcetera etcetera.. Its usual.. This is also the time that you create your foundation for the future. This is not the time to party, get laid or whatever but I guess most people just want to enjoy life. Later on they willl just realize thing and then pacify their self that it happens 'i dont regret it' its bullsh*t. You know, the truth is..its not enjoyable that you dont have money, that you can't afford what you want, that you need to work extra hours to earn cash, that if you loose your job your nowhere to go. Everything is unstable. Now, start to create your stronghold foundation. 

Of coarse, I know that you are expecting more cash on this 2015. Let me ask, have you done anything to start earning? Maybe youre thinking that you have a great job. This will not make you rich. You dont own the company to relax but just a mere employee. (My apology for being to rash). To give you a hint, you need to connect where the money goes. I dont mean that you rob a bank, think more highly you dont need to push someone to give you things. You can make them give it to you at ease. Its all in your mind.

Dont be afraid. Don't be afraid that people may hate you for going on to the current. Its trial and error. There is no perfect formula but an open personality can start to built your mind set.

To end this insanity of mine, let 2015 be the execution of what you have started last 2014. Claim to make things yours at this year. Break the usual routine. Think of your goals. What you want in life? Get it.