It's a bit late for me to write my blog again. Tomorrow is Saturday UAE Time, I'm feeling sad inside me. I could never explain the loneliness I have inside my heart. I dont want to work anymore, I feel that all people in the office are bullshit. I have option but I can't quit. I have more plans with myself and I cannot allow this sad feeling I have towards my collegues to weaken me.
I am doing my very best to do my job. I just dont understand why people throw blame & faults into another person. It sucks! Office environment is very poisonous although this is not my first job but for me this the most stressful environment I had. I dont know if this is a culture shock or whatsoever. Theyre just completely different.
The most unbelievable circumstances is that even your fellow countrymen are fvcking rubbish. Nobody is qualified to trust, all they have is their sanity of crab mentality. I never dream to put myself into this kind of hazardous environment. I completely understand that in life there are up and downs, but I can't help myself. I need to toughten what I have inside from those stormtroppers.
We never let stormtropper defeat us. We crush them and slice them with our laser swords. I know that Star Wars is different from the reality of problem. Problems are problems.
For all of you reading this, I know that at certain point we encounter situation like being inside the snake pit. Most of you might resolve it by quitting or avoid the central core of the problem. It is hard, I know. But we need to look them in the eye and say "you are just a piece of shit" .. "and I can handle you".
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